What I say to people depends entirely upon their inner state. That's precisely why I had such enormous difficulty at the Playground [[Twice a week, during the period of the Playground Talks, Mother would publicly reply to questions put to her by the disciples assembled at the Ashram Playground. ]] - the atmosphere was so mixed! It was a STRUGGLE to find someone receptive so I could speak. And if I'm in the presence of people who understand nothing, I can't say a word. On the other hand, some people come prepared to receive and then suddenly it all comes - but usually there's no tape-recorder! page 22 , Mother's Agenda , volume 2 , 10th Jan. 1961